Since i was busy travelling a bit and moved out of my appartment i didn’t take time to write.
I guess this is good because i was enjoying most of the time. The wounddoctor removed the machine i was carying with me. I went to Prague with something that could stay in the hole in my breast for 4 days without a nurse that had to change this every day. She only had to come the dag i went back to Belgium. So i was totaly free. I explored the first day and met some great people in a hangout in the night and hugged some people 😃. I felt so happy i had energy for all of this. The day after a friend of Peru arrived in Prague. we rented a car, i wanted to see this bridge of the movie ‘narnia’ somewhere in the nature in Germany so that is were we went. When we were their in the nature without any hospitals or machines, i had an amazing feeling. Even it started to rain, the place looked magical en beautiful. The day of christmasevening we went to a classical concert in one of this beautiful halls, it was on my list to ever experience this one time. I don’t have the same energy like before but i am lucky i had so much that i still have a lot even if it is less 😁. I saw a lot but in the evenings i couldn’t do that much anymore like before after a whole day of discovering. But i am om with that, i feel grateful for all i saw.
When i was back in Belgium, Adriano helped me moving out of my appart., some more busy days. Moving and going to the hospital to check my wound. The doctor told me that it is healing well. I told him if i could have that some kind of thing again that i could keep in for 4 days ass i was planning to travell again. The weekend after that i went to the beach with Adriano, he stays in Europe for a bit. I still had a night from the cancerorganisation that i could use in de villa of the king their. After that we toke the train to the airport and the plane to Switserland.
We plannend that if we found a flight somewhere less than 100eur for new year we would fligh somewhere. So we made it to Switserland. From their we found a bus to go to France in the Alps because Swiss is quiet expensive😬. This was another beautiful trip. The Alpes are so beautiful in wintertime. We hikked 500 stairs to see a glacier. I was curieus after all the treatments i got, if i would have a hard time doing this, but no 👍. Easy peasy😁. It felt great again that i was able to do this.
I finaly feel like me again and not like a sick person. I can’t wait to travel more again. I have to admit, i felt some little things, like some allergical reaction on something or some pain in my back, but things that were not to bad and easily to ignore with views like that! Or for New Years eve i was so tired after walking around the whole day. But i don’t mind that, if i am tired i sleep 😃, if not i do a lot.
After new year, i moved to a house from a very sweet girl, were in rent a room from temperary , also in Ghent ass i still need 7 radiations in the hospital here. But i didn’t get them yet because they wait for the hole in my breast to heal first. Tommorow, Thursday i get my 3 weekly immunotherapy again in Aalst and the wounddoctor will check the wound. I hope it is almost closed so i can restart radiotherapy so i can also close that chapter and finally go to Mexico. I live again out if some boxes i have with my things, this is a good feeling, a free feeling for me.
I can’t believe a new year just started. I am almost sure it will be better than the last one, because that will not be to difficult. I have to admit, i have this little bit of fear now some struggles will come up again that will hold me from travelling again. But so far it was a good start. Let’s see what the doctor say tomorrow 🤞. I also promised Jolien, who will come with me to the therapy again that i will go to the hospital with my short hair, as i need to start at some point doing this but i don’t like to much yet 😬 😃.
I had such a good times that it was so easy to ignore i have cancer. I don’t know if that is good or not but it is my way to deal with it and i think it is good. Last year cancer was the main thing i was busy with. This year i will still be busy with it but on the background, so probably i will also start writing less and maybe start a travelblog 😁.